so, i think i'm actually gonna keep tomorrow never knows. oh and i deleted nearer to me. i know. it was so hard to press that delete button because a little part of me wanted to keep it, but the other part just wanted to get rid of it, so i did. *wipes tears out of eyes* but i'm okay and moving on. listen to me, i sound like i just broke up with my boyfriend or something, i'm pathet.